Right before dessert my aunt asked my father if the ice cubes were made with purified water,
“I only use ice cubes that are made with purified water,” She declared, “Honestly, once you try it you’ll never go back.”
50 million girls do not have access to secondary education. Little baby refugees are denied safe shelter. There is one Rabb’s Fringed Limbed Tree Frog left in the entire world. 135 Florida Grasshopper Sparrows left. My aunt is worried about her ice cubes.
My cousins hugs me as if I was a stranger – it was the sort of hug where your body barely touches and the squeeze is so light you wonder if it even happened.
I am not of this world. I cry over tiny little birds lying lifeless in the fresh rained on grass. I cry over the mantra ray being stabbed in the head. My soul hurts for creatures I cannot save. My soul hurts for you.
The people we love say a lot about ourselves. I’m looking for beautiful souls who give me hope. The ones who want to change the world and make their impression positive and lasting. I do not care about the clothes you wear or the way you style your hair. I do not care about the money you do or do not make. I care about the way you treat people who can do nothing for you. I care about whether or not you recycle that bottle. I care about whether or not you’re helping people up and not down.
The opposite of love isn’t hate, it’s indifferent. I’m terrified of myself. I do not hate you, I am indifferent to you. Your existence is not a good one but our paths shall never cross so what do I care?
I am sick and tired of paying the consequences of other people’s actions. Directly I pick up your pieces. Indirectly, I help tape up the people you’ve destroyed. I am not your keeper.
When are we all going to wake up and stop pretending? I can’t live in your fantasy land anymore. You’ve fallen down the rabbit hole and I’m climbing out of it.
Tick tock. Tick tock. Tick tock, im late.
Bye Alice.
Take a real hard look at yourself – do you like what you see?